So this year tepat 23/4/2012 . It's been 3 years complete my memory is all about you . I know it's a rough journey we going through . I thought a lot about this post . I wanted to talked about us . And today I hope I have enough time to make it come true . Do you remember the first time we've met ? I miss that moment that I was hoping that you actually gonna ask for the question . And most important thing is I was hoping that you would say that YOU actually LOVE me . And you did !



I'm here just to say that I love you so much . Thank you for being there for me . To be here with or without trouble comes . I know I could be hard-head sometimes . I know that I'm a trouble seeker . All that I know of back then , that is I got you behind me . You came to help me in everything that I was dealing with . You always says some kind of mean words but I know what you're saying is all true .



The first year of our love was all happiness and laughter . We actually meet up everyday . I came to school early in the morning so I could be at the surau just to watch you study . Eventough I know that you're not interested in studying . I always be with you everytime you having your recess . At the same time I kindda falling deeper and deeper because you look so cute with your long-sleeve school shirt on . I love to to see that with you in my specs . Oh , indahnya dulu ! Everyday was like a daydream about you . I'm falling deep enough at the first year we've knowned each other .



The second year comes around . I felt the emptyness of every night I'm waiting for you to come to my house . I yearned for the time we've spend . I hope that even if you said that you're not coming that night , I still wait for you , incase you came to me anyway . But every night seems like a torture to me . You and I are not in the same page anymore . I couldn't understand you and afraid to tell you the thruth about what's happening to me . But you were so secretive . Yoiu kept everything to yourself . Not knowing that I'm there to be your shoulder . Sometime when I waited till midnight I cried cause you didn't came . I was hurt by the way us behaving . Then I drifted away by friends pleasure and joyness they gave and I forget about you . I know that you're hurt but I'm to selfish to see . But at the end we're still together .




The third year of us together , was the time I should be standing my own feet . You know that . And sometime you respect me . And sometime you don't . I don't want to blame you . Because I know your intension was good . It's all my fault that letting myself get away with some cool guy that understand me enough than anybody else . Anyway , I somehow so negative about you that I forget that I have some incredible times with you . I can't stand to be beside you . And I don't know why alkl my angryness was pointed at you . I'm sorry ! Hhm . But I think that I just couldn't let go of my feelings towards you . The love I felt that I couldn't forget ! .




So even we fight the hardest . Love us both the deepest ! I know that you always with me . I would be an idiot to let you go . And I would be damn mad if you let me go ! So this year i wish that our love got stronger . And please dear god , make me loyal to him ! I need to improve the way I'm behaving ! And dear god the mercy , Make him change . Make him believe in me , make him accept me the way I am .




And I hope that this 3 years of us being together , through bad and worst , through best and great . That this is just the beginning of many many more years to come .... :)

I Love You ,
Mohd Bazli <3